Tuesday, May 1, 2007
Dieting...
Fuck this having 2 different leg lengths shit...I've been walking ...and I've been telling myself I'm cutting down on food...but really I haven't been doing that...today I officially started cutting down. I'm still a loser, but its better. Instead of having 2 hot pockets this morning, I had one and a tiny little peach cup. By next week I hope to be down to less than that. I'm gonna lose some weight and get in better shape so I can have knee surgery by one year from now...that's my goal anyway. Gotta save up some vacation time. Diet with me. Get healthier by age 50...which originally was my goal. I didn't get there, too much going on. You still can. Do it. Do it for you. Do it for your kids. Do it for your grandkids. Do it for your husband. Mostly, do it for you.
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I made myself wait until 12 noon for lunch...had alfredo brocolli noodles, green beans, and 8 prunes for fiber. The green beans I normally wouldn't take the time to make, so I actually ate more food than I normally would because of it, but I want to get away from 99% of my food being carbs...also, I can't eat anything else until dinner...after dinner until bedtime only a very minimal couple of things I can choose from if I'm dying for a snack...popcorn or one little thing of fat-free tapioca pudding. I gotta buy some celery and carrots... Gotta find time to get in a walk...or else make this my one day that I can be lazy. One day a week to be lazy. One day a week to eat what I want. Try to stay sane that way. Fight the fat. Do it with me. Since I'll be pigging out on Thurs and Sat this week with Jay it might seem I shoulda waited until next week to start, but I'm in the zone and I figured a few extra days of being good to myself was a good thing...even if I have to start at square one next week...
I already want to eat. I want this green apple fruit rollup, but I'm not gonna have it. They're all natural and I'm not gonna waste them, so I guess they'll go in my allowable after dinner snacks. I think I'll allow myself popcorn any night I want it and just until I get rid of stuff I can have one of these instead. Then I guess it will be popcorn or raw veggies or fruit. Sucks to be me, but I feel really good that I'm trying. I also enjoy talking to myself, so this is good too...
I too enjoy talking to myself!Bob I'll do it with you. What do I do with the chocolate fudge I made this morning? Can I put it in coffee? I could go without carbs, its the sweets I want, and meat! Gonna go to store and get more friut! Down to just apples!Alans dog is here and my head is pounding! He weighs like 90 pounds or more!dont think I'll survive Charlie the lab!Love you, Me
Can you come and throw all my stuff away! Thats what I need! Someone to come in and say ok biotch you dont need all this stuff! Got my stuff, Franks, some of Moms, Alans,my grandkids, and then all the other stuff I dont really need here!I'm gonna pitch at least a couple extra trash bags full of stuff tonight with the garbage! My head is pounding! Charlie the lab is killing me! Love you, Me
Is he killing you 'cuz of allergies...or just too much commotion? If allergies, take an antihistamine and be lazy, blame it on having to take an antihistamine 'cuz of the dog and Frank will get the dog out of the house soon enough 'cuz he doesn't want to do shit for himself. If its from commotion, tell him you can't have the grandkids over 'cuz it will be too much commotion with them and the dog, and he'll get the dog out of the house sooner to get the kids over. As for your junk...if you want, you can take this week and eat it and go full force with me next week HOWEVER HOWEVER HOWEVER HOWEVER do NOT eat everything in the house just 'cuz you know you're gonna diet. Just eat your normal stuff if you want and if you feel like it will help you to have a start time set ahead of time...since I really only will be full out dieting half of this week because I have plans with Jay for the weekend...BUT next week its on, girl. You gotta give 100% next week. Deal ...or no deal?? Of course if you're ready...start today! AND your family doesn't really need all that shit either. I don't keep that shit in the house, but then my one friend buys me fucking nuts and chips and shit. That shit is gonna stop 'cuz I don't even like that shit anyway all that much. Remember when Sis used to sabotage your diets? Anyway...time for everyone to get healthier. If there's less around, they'll eat less junk too. Other than Frank. Aint no help for the retarded out there really. I called and left a message for Bobby yesterday. No call so far. Just wondering how he's doing.
YOU DON'T NEED ALL THAT STUFF!!!!!!!!
Remember...fruit has natural sugar...while its definitely good to eat it, you can also overdo it. Especially bananas. Apples, pears, oranges are not so bad. Grapefruit is good for you. I think I need to put some pink grapefruit on my shopping list. That's a sweet to me.
I think because I don't much eat candy or cakes, etc, I can fool myself into thinking I don't eat a lot. If I make some noodles or rice or eat 4 baked potatoes its just I need to control my portions...um, no, I need to stop eating so many fucking noodles, rice, and potatoes. I'm doing it. I felt like I was starving ever since lunch...until it got to be almost 4, and 4:00 was the magic time I could have dinner. Suddenly I didn't feel all that hungry. Guess whose fat ass has not even made dinner yet? You and I...from 35 miles away...are gonna get fit together. We won't be skinny and that's just fine...but we will be more fit and feel much better and feel better about ourselves...and by 1 year from now we will be pretty fit and feel fucking awesome...by 2 years from now we will be at a good weight and this shit will be nothing more than a part of our history. Noncelebrity Fit Club!! You with me? I know you are.
Now that I read that last one, it looks pretty stupid. What I meant was that if I want a snack I usually make alfredo noodles, baked potatoes, rice, etc...and that shit's as bad for you as candy if you eat it in between meals and I have to stop pretending its not. I'm in the zone now though.
I used my real name cause I'm proud to be your sister. You should be a motivational speaker!I just have one encouraging thought for the day: never look down on someone unless they're giving you head! Love, Me
You and your husband are such freaks!!!!!
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